I am going nuts and blah whatever.

I am going back to school this thursday for my second semester manual enrollment (yes, there is an online enrollment but since I belong in the old curriculum they say that their system cannot anymore match from our subject codes). Oh boy there is a BIG OH problemo,  I do not want to extend my stay in the university (ayaw ko na!) and really praying that all is well in the manual enrollment. This is really a stress for me, thinking that "extend" might be possible. It also my fault that I take care of my requirements late so mao to.

This is my way to release the worries that I have, to accept whatever might happen (diskarte mode ON), and make myself busy so that at least no lessen my fret. I made myself busy watching Ghost Adventures marathon via YouTube, and reading the novel Gone with the Wind.

So sad this show is gone!

Ghost Adventures (Nick, Zak, and Aaron)

I am addicted watching ghost hunting shows. Last show that I always watch and hooked was Ghost Lab in Discovery Channel but the show got axed. My sister started watching Ghost Adventures and it was not the ghost that got my attention but Zak Bagans; one of the ghost hunter (I think the girls would have the same thought/reaction). Zac Bagans, Nick Groff, and Aaron Goodwin did some amazing stuffs in communicating and detecting with the spirits. They did some risk like being possessed, having that evil scratches, and being a trigger object (mostly Aaron's job). I started to loving this kind of show because I do believe in the paranormal and I have experience once.

Here is the story: I was in an old church, whenever there are no mass held their main entrance is closed and the visitors will enter the museum that is connected to the church. When I entered the vicinity, I was amazed because of the architecture (dome, column, old organ, and etc) and it was my first time to enter a 176 year old Spanish colonial church. Because of my amazement, I went near the entrance of the church and saw some epitaphs of the Spaniard priests and friars. While I was standing there, reading some Spanish epitaphs, and shot one epitaph. Then I got the weird feeling, the hair in my arms rose and I got cold. Weird because it is sunny outside and the church has stained glass and the heat of the sun can enter the church. My mind is telling me  that I should go back near the altar because I really had a strange feeling near the church entrance and someone is watching me. But then after I shot one epitaph my camera's battery instantly drained and that me decide to go back to the altar. The experience in the church is still fresh in my mind because of the strange feeling in the part of the church. Because in this experience, I can say it was a paranormal experience. Now I have ideas what to do and some cautions in communicating with the spirits. 

Here is the epitaph and after that the batteries are drained.

One of past-times is reading one of the amazing film and book "Gone with the Wind". I watched the film first, and there are differences from the film and the novel but I was not disappointed. Like watching Twilight Saga (only watched Twilight) which is so depressing (corny to the M).

While reading this novel, I can imagine myself in that Confederate-Union, the war of Gettysburg time. And the beautiful dresses they wore at the time. I will not explain further. Yun na yun!

Watch the film first, then read the novel.

love story ng buhay buhay

Today is just the beginning. Expect the worst.


always smile! =)

trying to be numb

Since yesterday, I want to scream at school because "i don't want to share the reason". Stress has be turned on when I found out that the person I am looking is not around the office and I am know fucking pissed. I am thinking of doing the other alternative with the help of another kind person and now I am making some ways to forget that event earlier. I am trying to be patient, and trying not feel the pain. I just mention "pain" because right now I am feeling it and scared that I might not be able to make it next year and if it happens a big OUCH and i want to die if that would happen. My mind is already set to finish my task and move to another step in my life next year. I do not want to cry just because of this. What I am thinking now? revenge. Revenge. Right now, I think I'm depressed or stressed and I want to eat burger, pizza, anything to make me forget. And I want to go the mall myself. I'm trying to arrange my thoughts but obviously it is mess.

And sad news for all of us, Steve Jobs is gone. I think almost everyone has one Apple product in hand or in the house. Tell me, who does not love his products and innovations? I was really in shock and devastated when the news broke out. So early in the morning and bad news comes. What a sad day for everyone. What will happen to Apple without Mr. Jobs? I remember we own our first Apple product in the 80's-90's I still remember that big Macintosh. His inventions really has a big impact in our lives. I can not live with out bringing my iPod and his inventions makes me to connect to my relatives who are outside the country.

Rest In Peace Steve Jobs. Thank You!

Companies I Wish to Work With

*crossing fingers*

Hopefully in less than a year I will graduate in the University and Reality please be kind to me. Since last year, I am already thinking if I'll help our business or  be working in a company/firm. Until now, I am still undecided and I am trying to solve some of problems in school. I'm not exactly sure if those people wanted me to graduate this March 2012. Oh well, let us move on some crap shit.

I am going to list the companies I want to work with...



1. SAN MIGUEL CORPORATION esp. MAGNOLIA ICE CREAM

San Miguel Corporation is one of the best companies in the Philippines. I think they conquer almost all industries. Purefoods, B-Meg, San Miguel Beer, Basketball teams... I want to work with SMC because they are one of the most respected company in the country. I also patronized this company from Purefoods Hotdog, Corned Beef, Ice Cream, and etc because they produce one of the best quality of products. I wish I was in the Magnolia Ice Cream department because I super love their ice cream, THE BEST PHILIPPINE ICE CREAM. Because of Magnolia Ice Cream, it made me think that someday I will work with this company. All I want is to avail employee benefits maybe like free or discounts for every purchase of Ice Cream. 

2. GOOGLE

I wish to work in Google because obviously their office is so freaking good. CNN featured their office in California, and WHOA! WHAT A GREAT PLACE TO WORK. It is not the usual office building type I see here in Davao. It is like a playground for adults, a playground at the same time a working space. What I also like their office is that they know needs of their employees in work they even provide a spacious day care center, play room, beach volleyball court... Great interiors, it is like Ikea and Google combined; colorful interiors. This is one of the reasons why the company is growing because I believe when you are in a great working environment there will be a great result or product.

Some of the coolest feature in their office.

I love this!

Not your ordinary office

Rock the Boat

Playground for Adults

3. IKEA

I really love Scandinavian furniture and IKEA. I started to love Scandinavian furniture since I was a kid. My dad collect Scandinavian magazines in the 80's and at the time I was taking Architecture the furniture is modern even though it was designed in the 80's, the design never goes old and "baduy" out-of-style in the 21st century. and I later noticed Ikea because my Aunt gave me a catalog and its from Sweden and its Scandinavian

I want to work in this company because it is my dream to be part in the marketing department. and i want to avail the employee benefit. Even though I didn't go or visit their store, just watched 500 days of summer; they really have great show rooms, have great quality of products.

from their Catalog

this lamp design never gets out-of-style

I also want to work in an airline company, but I do not have any ideas what airline company to work with. all i want is a great employee benefit!

Please hire me! =)

always smile! =)